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2012-01-30T17:20:00.000+08:00

Ohhh long time no blog =) ice breaker of the blog shall be on B1A4 hehe, its not a passing phrase, its real fandom, just like Big Bang and SuJu.
So i am a serious VIP, serious ELF and a serious BANA =D
Tweeted a friend about me being a VIP ELFISH BANANA, i like the banana cos it reminds me of the days when i had to eat banana as a meal :|
kyaaa CNU look damn cute when he dances like this ^^ but the image is damn small :'( cannot make bigger cos it will go blurry ><

ok eye teaser =D
then next is Big Bang ^^
i m freaking jealous of the dog ><

YoungBae look look like he got something important to say but couldn't say it lol SuJu!! i like their pose cos they look serious when they are so fun-loving =) Lets have some EunHae spam =) Poor Yesung lol YAY now i m thoroughly satisfied =3

2012-01-22T16:06:00.000+08:00

OMG, seriously, i can't fucking believe her, wth :/ damn it woman, how dumb can u get? stop ruining my new year can? just stop with ur cult buisiness alr, seriously, i can't stop thinking how suay this entire year is with u as a neighbour, we don't wanna be part of ur little religious group so fuck off alr!

2012-01-07T01:07:00.001+08:00

ohh so damn long since i last updated>< nothing much to blogged about, or maybe just i don't wish to dwell on it...

2011-12-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

Ooo macaroons =) sweet treats makes my day, been seeing a lot of weird comments in the tag box, even if they are virus or some thing like that, some of them are meaningful like the one that says, "Hard work doesn't kill anyone" lol i mean ya see anybody dead yet?

2011-12-19T19:24:00.000+08:00

Prologue:
The beginnings of it's goings on

All the world's a stage
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances;
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts bring seven ages.

2011-12-09T22:26:00.000+08:00

There comes a time almost everyday when you really wants to get on with something and is full of idea for it, then when we finally got to get on with it, every ounce of excitement or idea just disappear and everything is gone :/ happens most of the time i sit down and pick up my pen, then i will pause and stone for god knows how long -.-

2011-12-06T21:27:00.001+08:00

I - DON'T - CARE - ANYMORE

2011-12-04T02:23:00.000+08:00

Long time no Gri action =(

shall satisfy myself with some Eunhae moment then =) 사랑 사랑 사랑은 공기에! I finally know how to type hangul from my keyboard hohohho

2011-11-20T20:02:00.000+08:00

Like the worms that crawl the earth....

Living like the worms that crawl the earth
Discarded like the worms that crawl the earth
Squashed like the worms that crawl the earth
Burdened with grief like the worms that crawl the earth
Holding your breath like the worms that crawls the earth

Let us return to the tender darkness
Into the silent, infinte darkness
We shall some day return

From Shin-iye Antsu Poetry of Darkness

2011-11-20T00:25:00.001+08:00

2011-11-17T18:33:00.001+08:00

Lol ron is ultra cute in this image, why do they grow up so fast :/

2011-11-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

Teukie should just leave his hair like this =D <3<3

This guy is funny lol Soon Gri Yam hohoho

2011-11-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

"I think if I can't be a singer, Seungri can support my living." - Gdragon
Awww Tom and Jerry are so sweet together =D I think they have the best leader-maknae relationship ever <3<3
Awesome distraction from all the research :p

And Eunhyuk and LeeTeuk look so cute here=)) Teukkie handsome much? <3

2011-11-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

Donghae still as perfect as ever<3<3 and my wallpaper of BigBang with Seungri is totally driving me crazy <3<3 Merry Christmas in advance!

2011-11-09T08:21:00.000+08:00

Does this rock or what! =) everybody gonna go crazy~~~ Taeyang's profile on the last pic is the best! =DD

2011-11-06T14:35:00.001+08:00

yay happy 6th anniversary! And Big Bang MTVEMA is today too i think lol today is gonna be a roller coaster emotional ride ^^ Tom And Jerry Below! =DDD

2011-11-05T16:55:00.001+08:00

It might be necessary but when facing stone ears what should one do?

2011-11-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

OMIGOSH look at all those 3 sec memories rascals O.O

2011-11-02T19:28:00.000+08:00

I thought, yes thought. Human perceptions are often misleading. The ability to "see" is a profound skill, even the sclera is fibrical.

2011-11-02T01:26:00.000+08:00

This shall be a post entirely on Kang Daesung =D

This is too funny lol i couldn't help but post

xDDDDD

2011-10-31T22:47:00.001+08:00

See see TOP trying to distract me from homework xD

And this too omg

Oh Donghae Donghae <3<3<3 now i totally can't do work =D

2011-10-27T21:38:00.002+08:00

I guess its superficial functioning level. Insanity altogether.

2011-10-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

This is freakingly cute=)
突然会想，如果全世界的人都生我的气，会怎样？

2011-10-23T17:56:00.000+08:00

I confess, i can't concentrate on typing cos i kept having the feeling that i am producing sub-standard work.This is bad, literally, because i want to score well for my favorite module.I have no idea why i find TOD interesting, i just do, its not the theories, nor the designers.I guess the context of being able to connect to design without having to draw any plans, drawn me to it, and also the possibility of being able to express it in words.And also the fact that the concept can be anything within the capabilities of the alphabets. No more grammar and vocabulary checks either because Microsoft does all those for us. Remembering the days when my grasp of English is like trickling water, i had to painstakingly check every paragraph for any "chim" words or grammatical errors. So technology really made my life better.
Looking through old friend's blogs. I came to realize how paragraph-liked my life seems to be, people come and go, some stay but there are always changes after one chapter of my life. Though it pains me to admit that i am actually a dull person, i don't randomly keep in contact with people who are MIA for too long, unless its someone i really really want to stay in touch with. Even then, i might not even have the courage to contact that person first, i guess some of these people are also like me, waiting for the other to make the first move. Being a really old-fashion person, i can't be like some people who can stick to each other like jello and play around. I am someone who likes my comfort zone, i just have to know that you are there beside me, i will be reassured. Before i came to poly i really really don't like skin contacts, but i come to find that if i can stand you being in my comfort zone, it means that our friendship is really strong enough to withstand my antisocial-ness.For once i am glad i took design because i become for daring, i dare to speak in front of people i am not really close with and not get awkward, a feat which i find impossible in sec sch. I also have the confident to make new friends, i always wait for people to come and talk to me which results in some calling me "snobbish". Some poeple say i am really friendly now, if they know me in the pass, i am definitely far from friendly. I can even be aloof and weird because i will stare at one person for a long time observing them, which makes many people uncomfortable. I am still pretty awkward sometimes but i try to work around that some ways or the other.I am thankful that i get to meet so many good friends in poly and still get to have old friends willing to stay with me all these while. Looking back i find that i tend to laugh a lot when i have something to hide or when i am nervous. So i am certified crazy most of the time. Which makes me sad because isn't crazy always associated with the asylum mostly? But i don't mind now because i understand people and their languages now, i always find myself a little weird out by people who kept smiling at everything. I mean when you are sad, seriously just cry a river, who really cares. Bottling it up inside and just kept on smiling is not a healthy choice. Though i really hate the fact that i am a crybaby....

2011-10-23T17:25:00.000+08:00

Got called down to work suddenly yesterday O.o Basically i was still in bed when connie sms me >< had to wait for dad to buy back breakfast so end up he drive me to Great World, actually planning to buy biscuits for lunch but saw shamini already standing at the cart, got a shock. Turns out she is waiting for the other girl to come and pass the key. Time really pass damn slow and by 2 plus i finished all the research for the summary. Mum and sis came to shop and sis help me sell some items lol, Winnie came too =) ohh thinking along that line, i want sushi hhahah. (Winnie suggested we go watch movie or eat sushi =D SUSHI!! )
Closed a little late cos i was chatting and wasn't really looking at the time, but just when we were about to close groups of last min shoppers came, its like bees to honey, we were surrounded! And to make matter worse, this family came with like 4 or 5 kids and each kid grabbed what they want and requested the parents buy it for them. As there were seriously too many kids, the parents don't even know which kid to give the money to and it was damn confusing, but we work it out in the end and everybody is happy. Especially me! =D i earned a lot, seriously the first time i earned so much. I always feel guilty that i am not making my pay worthwhile, cos somedays we can only sell so much. Oh well gotta type out the damn summary and print later...cya alligators ^.6

2011-10-22T01:25:00.000+08:00

When to bugis and vivo with connie. Bought a lot of things today:) two tops and a bag with a notebook to match xD
It's fun though the dinner was abit expensive and not filling so we went in search of more food, in my case it's something sweet hehe people have one sweet tooth I think I have an entire mouthful of sweet tooth. *pray hard I wun get diabetes* Connie goh had a hard time finding her "chio" leopard print shoes lol it's indeed chio but I still feel it's abit overprice.
The ateliers final decision is made:) I got atelier 3 as I had chosen and I feel happy but might have some doubts. I mean atelier 2 is giving me the bad vibes because it reminded me of the graphs and all. Whereas I have a feeling about atelier 3 after reading it thoroughly.I guess all those hours of thinking how to write the write up and reading the brief so many times finally paid off. Losing sleep was worth it too if this atelier can help me score for FYP. So we shall see the progress as we go, HWAITING!!!

O.O

2011-10-14T10:52:00.000+08:00

Went and return the key to Shamini yesterday, initially it was to pass to Connie. And i planned to shop around after passing the key to Connie but i ended up staying the whole day lol, Shamini should be pleased. Free labour haha. Yesterday's business was surprisingly good, wed i only had 2 customers. Oh well, must be the twin effect =)

Mum's abit grumpy yesterday, sis is being in-cooperative i guess. YYY i shall post some vids everytime i write an entry kekekek.

Hyorin was a big surprise, her singing raised goosebumps :S She is cool =)
And of cos Yesung^^ His voice is always known as the best and this song nearly made me cry >< awesome Yesung hohoho

2011-10-08T12:24:00.000+08:00

Wahhh Teukie is so cute~~ iajfiohfnijcfuencieefiefke
Opps pardon the ramblings of an excited fan girl xD
I think i am a rather pathetic fan-.- just know that BigBang did Idol World O.o their parody is seriously funny and baby panda is as cute as ever!(peeking at taeyang bathing tsk tsk :p) LOL Suju's Goong T parody is damn cute, Leeteuk's hairstyle then is so shuai and his dimples <3, and Eunhyuk and his awkward smile (like me =D), Heechul and his "girl" role, Kangin as the eunuch, Shindong as the unimportant friend and omg sungmin as lady heebin. I remember how much i used to hate heebin after watching Princess Hour cos well, she is evil and a hag too ._. gotta watch the NGs cos Sungmin kept on crying after the director said cut, he said he is too sad to stop crying awww:)

Anyway, finally my steamboat feast on tue, but its like only the three of us, we'll see we'll see=) just know that it will be worthwhile. Back to watching idol world xD cos i finally finished watching mystery 6 >< it was scary and i can only watch during the day cos i am scared at night :/

2011-09-30T15:00:00.000+08:00

超讨厌没做完的东西。太没真实感，又超级烦人。真是他妈的麻烦呐。(&*^&%$#%&*()()(&^%^$%#$%^&*

okk 啦。发泄完毕 :) 心情会好多了吧。星期一的等待，余味着要早起床的命运-.-还蛮像睡懒觉的。昨天见到外公，外婆。太久没见了，挥别再会的时候有点依依不舍。看到他们年老的背影，不禁感叹时光绘制得太快了。不久的将来会发生什么事谁也不知道。

就要搬家了:)终于。。。老妈没天没日的唠叨，打电话，终于发挥效用了。建屋局应该超怕看到老爸老妈吧，像刚被释放，几百天没吃饭的野兽，对着他们要着几时能拿琐匙。是我也会怕，老妈狠起来可不是开玩笑的 :p 而今天到处跟着她跑的我，可快要挂了-.- 20楼到21，22，23楼不停地走。一直问房子的设计，>< 啊我是学生咧，又不是设计师，好像我会哦。tch -.-

最近蛮常听KARA的歌。应该是被网友影响的吧。TheOrangeFactor好像很喜欢的样子:)

要回到现实了....

2011-09-20T09:30:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter and the Year Nobody Got A Haircut.

Sitting here 5 mins and i am already bored-.- should i go to the library? -.- Lazy though...and even lazier to buy lunch later, maybe i should order take-out....

s i g h s

BORING..... damn done cleaning up for the move, sorta designed the house, packed everything, now to wait for the key to come...taking forever

2011-09-20T09:14:00.000+08:00

Woah, a buzz from my phone seems to decide my fate, or rather, my results this sem. Its not the final final results but, it the one with only CSW n ITP. Surprise surprise it is possible to get A in CSW! =) And well ITP B+ but who really cares -.- (fine i care) >< But something puzzles me, the sem gpa is 4.000 but the cumulative gpa is like 3.25 like wth, why so big difference? o.O

anyway....

serious case of decaying here and I BOUGHT A PACK OF FURRY POCKY! Just like Connie Goh, but unlike her i didn't ate any LOL xD

2011-09-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

Wild wild wet is awesome today xD haha and the rides are wicked! love the U shape slope thingy, although the going down part was scary but it addictive. And the tsunami is damn cool but hard to swim cos my pants kept getting pushed by the water -.- like i said, too breezy. The blue and yellow thingy ride is nice, we scream from the start till the end, my throat is a bit sore now plus we ate KFC for dinner lol m still full now o.O Bad note, i got tan (yay) but my spectacles covered some area of my face and i look damn funny (damn) like batman, only more comical. Waiting for confirmation about tmr's movie date, i wanna watch that movie, that guy that act as mr bean is damn funny =)

2011-09-12T19:44:00.000+08:00

Wi-fi just bailed out on me, but its ok, i'm cool

2011-09-10T13:07:00.000+08:00

This is one disturbing image LOL. Ever seen Voldemort laugh? Guess only in this scene.
Kids nowadays are so realistic, when i was a kid, there is this thing call imagination. But with my sis it's "its not possible". Tsk there is nothing impossible when you are a kid, its the gateway to imagination, and almost everyone have an imaginary friend or if not, they will play pretend somehow. My sis's only concern is whether she missed any facebook notifications or whether her phone have enough batteries to last her through the day. Namely going to the supermarket. WTH like seriously, don't grow up kid.

2011-09-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

Pottermore better hurry and start up alr-.- getting impatient here, and the Empress Dowager is like 24/7 non stop nagging. Great, what a great holiday...not. Damn, seriously get a zip ok, or a needle n thread so i can sew it shut. I am freaking 19, i am freaking LEGAL -.- tsk

2011-09-07T16:01:00.000+08:00

Is it just me or is the weather trying to kill me -.- on a happier note, 16 more days to F1 Grand Pix =) of course i am not there to see the race, i am there to see Big Bang, minus Taeyang and Daesung =( although it wouldn't kill to catch a glimpse of Button or Alonso. Definitely not Hamilton, he rather a big dork in a race car, nice story, bling bling race car, hot bimbos, fresh crisp cold cash, Hollywood red carpet fame. They are all the same, its who you know not what you know.
Definitely something i wanna try someday...

Seriously cute to the max xD

2011-09-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

This has got to be the cutest image ever, so many pandas O,O PANDAS ..... SEUNGRI OOOOoooo xD *roll roll roll* saw this panda iphone 4 cover that is ever so cute =) but its $18 and i am near bankruptcy =( awww T_T

2011-09-03T13:36:00.000+08:00

2011-09-03T09:39:00.000+08:00

When to soup spoon yesterday with reg and corn. Before that we went to Comex at Suntec. It was rather pack and I bought a new cover! :D soup spoon was nice but the chicken wrap is well...dry and I should have ordered the sandwich lol. Got pissed off by this rude ungentlemen guy that I bumped into but continue to glare at me after I said sorry -.- dumb guy. Anyway we watch Smurfs too and it's so smurfy cute, they say smurf in every sentence lol. Gonna get grades on mon>< omg I think I can pass but I am still scared, omg please lemme pass... I would be so happy with just a C...

2011-08-31T19:16:00.002+08:00

is this like a matte finish nail polish? LOL the effect is ok yet kinda frightening, reminds me the feeling of fingernails scratching on the wall. *shiver*

this is cool, classic case of butterflies in the stomach :x

2011-08-27T13:59:00.000+08:00

Now that school has let out, i am gonna be posting more=)

Gonna be seeing them! =DD hahaha YAY!

2011-08-26T15:43:00.000+08:00

YAY! F1 Grand Pix gonna have big bang n we are gonna see them!! Oh well its a walk about ticket meaning obviously there will be jostling everywhere BUT its big bang so its definitely worth it. plus going with friends is the up size fabulous part. There is me, regina, liyana, sarah, amanda and chin en. Wakakka i missed KMW so this kinda makes up a few percent of it, next is all their solo albums =D i hope they will fast forward and release alr, but i m guessing they might release near december if fast or else it will be next year -.- i want it like NOW xD haaa getting high now cos crit ended too =) the lecturers even asked me whether i liked this studio or not, meaning the design project now, i gave the standard "erm" plus fleeting eyes answer, guess they get the hint? or maybe they are too dense? LOL all in one, maybe i helped save juniors from this unhappy fate that plagued us in DID Yr 3. Or maybe not LOL i wanna see some toughening up in the juniors, they are getting more and more soft and daring! Yea, like walk into our studio and use our computers like nobody's business -.- pls guys show some respect, we might not dress as stylist as u guys whether in school or during crit, we might not match up to your drawing or computer skills, but we underwent more obstacles and challenges than you are going to see in ur design journey now, so show some frigging respect pls.

2011-08-22T23:14:00.001+08:00

Brain malfunction -.- n the tv program is swearing like mad, i swear i am getting more and more numb each day, maybe when all this is over, i will feel alive again.

2011-08-21T17:02:00.002+08:00

On to TOD ~~~

2011-08-20T22:42:00.001+08:00

双子在别人眼里就是个长不大的孩子，他们有时乐观得可怕。但其实，他们只是明白，过多的诉说换来的或许并不是同情。所以沉默会比较好。一旦，你挑战了双子的极限，他会用他的成熟告诉你，双子不是好惹的

2011-08-20T14:16:00.000+08:00

最使人疲惫的往往不是道路的遥远，而是你心中的郁闷；最使人颓废的往往不是前途的坎坷，而是你自信的丧失；最使人痛苦的往往不是生活的不幸，而是你希望的破灭；最使人绝望的往往不是挫折的打击，而是你心灵的死亡.

2011-08-20T00:06:00.003+08:00

Going home and being covered in dust and dirt tch this is shit man. Wednesday will be an end to all this crap and lobsters -.- finally.....
Tsk tsk....

2011-08-14T15:05:00.001+08:00

Having the urge to sit and stare. Just finished re-reading "Dracula" funny how saying this name still brings about a flicker of fear. When I read the book when I was younger, it's not yet a point in my shallow knowledge of literature, I know not the profound art of it's languages. Reading it now gives me the urge to speak in limericks. However, this book can be the stepping stone from which my profound love of literature comes about. My grammar and vocabulary might not be up to date since it has been long since I opened an English textbook, but my consciousness somewhat understood what I was reading and translate it in simple terms to my mind. Just trying to say that I like this book though the fear of Count
Dracula is still there. The way in which I think and act after reading might be slightly affected as my sub-conscious mind is still grasping about the true meaning of the text. Thats why I like TOD. But definitely not writing journals, my thoughts belongs to and only in my mind, penning it down would not be thoughts no longer, no? It would be writings and writings in this form is not a journal, it's a note, of not reconstructing the same initial and original manuscript that runs through our mind when we first thought it up. That which is the most original and raw idea that we get. Writing it down makes it become secondhand and I do not think it's necessary. It's a waste of time and my time could be put to better use by enjoying what life have in store for me. Though my rantings could be put to better use by actually writing the journal but that is just contradicting myself so I should stop here.

2011-08-13T15:37:00.000+08:00

其实垂手可得，可是还是摇不可即
真是他妈的麻烦咧 ><

2011-08-10T20:31:00.000+08:00

i am dead beat, but all the troubles in the world and i still feel really energized when seeing them xD best real thing in the world

2011-08-09T17:54:00.000+08:00

Getting irritated by the slightest things, seriously heavy symptoms PMS or must be my flu...getting pissed off with them, they don't understand yet assume as much. Seeing them everyday is bad enough, some say family stick together, well mine stick together all right, a little too sticky if u asked me. And on top of that being sick again, i feel that every time i m blogging i am sick, its like a routine. She is cooking roasted meat just to spite me tsk

小时候拥有的一切，长大后消失不见。
小时候的单纯与想象，长大后也都不再出现。
小时候的快乐回忆，长大后渐渐忘却。
不能否认的一切，在脑海里的末个角落。
不曾忘记，但却永远找不回来。
现在所有的，不再是快乐的，不再是充满期待的。
一天算一天的过，等待的不是美好的将来，而是越来越接近与阎罗王见面的到来。
不时在想，活在世间，现代如此奢侈又喧哗的人生，应该是来还债的吧。
让人们享受荣华富贵，牵连多少债务，死了名义扫地，何曾不是一种耻辱与折磨。

2011-08-06T12:46:00.000+08:00

It’s a beautiful night!

We’re looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you..

Is it the look in your eyes?

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you..

Lol cute <3<3~~

2011-07-29T17:05:00.000+08:00

So...end up i am deciding to do a simpler design just so that i could finish. FML seriously, the gears shit is too much, what if the real model the chain doesn't move the gear? Thats why i am sticking to the simple idea even if its...simple.

2011-07-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

Looking through tod notes, thinking about it, actually what if, singapore has no concrete structure. What if we are without telecommunications? Singapore do not have natural disasters, assuming the fact that it stay true till the end, if the surrounding countries and global warming causes us to have natural disasters, i am seriously migrating into space. I don't really think i can survive without telecommunications though. It would truly be my death, so cross your heart and hope to die eh? Pray that telecommunication endure, although i love and hate it. Of course if there are no concrete, there will be an increase in bugs because of the increase in natural vegetation. Ah no no no, if that ever happens, i will be seriously freaked out and well.... things might get messy *picturing image of me smashing up everything in view* Oh well good old concrete, glad you are here to stay. =D A personal view of little 'o' me, back to reading it is, glad to escape up the chute of TOD ~~~

2011-07-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

First time blogging from phone:) abit hard to type actually LOL but the autocorrect is great. Being really unsure right now but i am back to the usual 自我安慰 method, it work actually, I feel rather good after this everytime. It's funny that no matter how much advice you get from people, the advice you give yourself is the best and you will usually heck care whatever other people says. Trying to find my lost guard cat cos I haven't seen it in a couple if days. Strange it's color is fading, almost to a brownish tinge and there is white showing too. Maybe the time it came around my house it got really dirty? LOL anyway I have decided to name it "Cerberus" after the mystical three headed dog in Greek mythology because. It guards my house like an infernal shrine. Thought it's origin is from a dog's name but I think " Cerberus " is more like a dog than a cat. When I move house i want to try and lure it to my new house so it will know where to find us. Rather than keeping it in the house and calling it as a pet I would prefer to let it roam wild and be my alternate friend, it's better that way and I am sure "Cerberus" don't want to be shut up in a confine space for a long time anyway.

2011-07-27T10:57:00.001+08:00

2011-07-25T21:22:00.001+08:00

Haiz worries, worries, worries i hate the lecturers for this TSK I want to fast forward!!!!!!!! FML!

2011-07-23T16:51:00.000+08:00

Ah...the tom and jerry set =DD and the nail design above looks really yummy. SOoooo sooo sooo happy because its the end of one and the start of another. The start might not be so forward looking but it haven occur yet so i am still goin through the "end" =D Meaning i can relax for a while and enjoy being blown about like a thistle in the wind xD

2011-07-22T17:15:00.000+08:00

Stay five...Forever =D

Finally done with the gears and prototype, having a sense of accomplishment now. Because i woke up at 7am to go to the god damn workshop to cut it and have to stand outside waiting like a fool till i met one of the studio mates and we went in together>< I have a serious dislike for that Hong guan person, he is like so rude and will it kill him to smile?! Whats with that face and all.
Now that thats done, time to do my site, but i will most likely leave it to tonight as i am really really affected by the warm sunshine shining through my window right now. I want to lie on that bed and write a story, i am sure i will get really inspired by the environment.Imagine that is a sleep and awake machine, it will be cool, only better if its movable xD uhoh too much of projects, time to live my life!

2011-07-21T10:54:00.000+08:00

Its hard to think that Harry Potter has ended T_T though he have a happy ending, i sort of wish he can go on forever....

And one very random pic =D

2011-07-18T20:58:00.001+08:00

Harry Potter is da BEST!

2011-07-18T20:54:00.000+08:00

Banana~~~~~~

2011-07-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

All the YG-ians~~

this is yg-tastic =DDD
And Daesung totally reminds me of Secret BigBang!

2011-07-17T16:58:00.001+08:00

Wow its real, i thought its a drawing on the road or something, imagine walking halfway and this hole opens up and you fall to goodness knows where>< WOAH

ahhh what i wouldn't give to be floating there =))))

2011-07-16T18:53:00.000+08:00

omg omg! I never go =(( although a bit sad, but imagine i go and when i come home there will be a pile of autocad waiting for me....T_T this is so sad, but like Rag the cloth says there is still hope of the solo concert=))) and connie goh is really desperate for a job, lol random, ahh aren't we all though, short of money and wanting to go to concerts -.- being a design student = no money for other luxuries.... Begging my mum damn hard to let me go to the SHinee's concert=(( hope i can go ^^ *fingers cross* and about the motion machine, OMG i want to die, it looks like a seat with a canopy on top side with wheels, grrr but i dun really care anymore, cos it accomplished my purpose of the site. For a moment i must be mad to think that doing the graph is better O.o but i can never get the graph rit so if i choose that topic i will basically be pronouncing my own death sentence. Constantly telling myself that i have no choice other than to choose the machine topic, but my head is not convince everytime i look at my model... Looking forward to the prototyping model=)) cos it will be so cute! but the real model will be a night mare, oh well misery loves company so at least i am not the only one. FYI My sis is being totally irritating now tsk i feel like snipping her fringe off cos it irritates me so much...

2011-07-13T20:34:00.002+08:00

TSK some people are just born without common sense.
On a happier note, Seungri!! <3<3

2011-07-13T10:49:00.000+08:00

raw and awesome =DD

Ohana means family~~

2011-07-09T13:50:00.001+08:00

aww poor Eeyore =) he is cute

“One day, someone showed me a glass of water that was half full. And he said, “Is it half full or half empty?” So I drank the water. No more problem.”

—

Alejandro Jodorowsky

Sometimes when you are really sleepy, you can fall asleep anywhere. But when you finally lie on the bed, your body says: "LOL joking, i am actually wide awake =D" -.-"

The moment when the waiter asked your family how many people to a table and your dad said four, he key into the receipt "2 adults and 2 kids" when you are well beyond the age they call kids. -.-"

2011-07-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

spamming pictures again lol

2011-07-07T14:31:00.000+08:00

Women are such multi-dimensional creatures. Some days they crave companionship. Some days they enjoy the freedom of their own company.

2011-07-06T16:58:00.000+08:00

Aww this has got to be the cutest thing ever.
Picture spam today =D

This is exactly like my candle holder that is in the shape of a pavilion.

See no evil~~

Awesome!

\o/ \o/ ok back to autocad

2011-07-05T18:38:00.000+08:00

Suction. (Deformities)
by Kelly Monson.

This is damn freaking awesome! Wish i am still in art class in CWDSS. T_T Art and designing was fun then, now its just a bore because of the technicalities of the subject.And my $300 color pencils are rotting in my cupboard. If this goes on i will be speaking in limericks -.- Being so technical is just so rigid. I think being exposed to fashion design in sec sch gives me the wrong perception about design. Its not all research and draw base on everyday objects. Its theoretical. Its challenging. Its like taking a different form of maths. T S K I don't really mind the histories and stuffs if end of the day i do not have to link those rubbish to my design. Its cool that they stress for a basic for the spaces we design. But if i am interested by one idea, or philosopher, doesn't mean i will have to induce that into the design. People are like this, they like to do things, or design in this case according to their liking, you won't design something you don't like. So if i happen to dislike a lot of the ideas raised in design history, does this mean that my design have no basic? Today's topic in TOD is the right idea, i love that man. Michel Foucault. He is totally leading on the right ideas. Totally agree and totally accept his views. I like that in art class we research on artists and my favorite is Salvador Dali and MC Escher. In the end, their names cropped up in TOD too, so i am inclined to like TOD because of that. I like Rene Magritte and Patrick Woodroffe too, even though Patrick Woodroffe is more of a sculptor. I always think that being able to crave something out of a block of marble or wood is a great feat because u have to take care of the proportions and all. If its me, the wood would probably be turned into sawdust and the marble,....well lets just say it will be a waste.

2011-07-04T15:59:00.000+08:00

Its quite fun not to care.

2011-07-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

忧郁偶尔会一闪一闪的映入眼帘，只要有努力，过程比较重要，结果是其次。都会先看结果但其实过程比较有趣。他妈的干吗管这么多。豁然开朗了。

2011-07-03T12:04:00.000+08:00

Trying to be effing positive right now. Sort of quarantine myself away this weekend mainly because i left my phone at my relative's house-.- Got it back of course but still....I have no idea why i always come to regret my choices after awhile. Like the MOE course and this interior design course. I seriously begin to think that i should have choose the MOE one instead. I am not a technical person, i have a one sided view so basically its the death point for my designing career. This new project is a killer, i had to spent one whole day trying to get inside a fan but to no avail-.- Trying to rush everything yesterday so i have time to go out today. Being a design student is seriously equals to no life. Not caring if i understand the project or not, not caring if i can finish the big model in time or not, just going to go for it and count the days as it goes. I WILL endure. 7 more weeks and i will get a chance for a breather. Endure Endure Endure. I think by the 5th or 6th week, everyone will start getting serious and trying to snatch time slots for the laser machine or any of the workshop machines.

2011-06-30T09:54:00.002+08:00

The simplest thing is to live life with happiness and all the memories.

2011-06-29T11:25:00.000+08:00

What Color Matches Up With Your Personality?

Yellow!

The sunniest color in the spectrum, which has long been associated with good cheer and happiness. Those who love yellow are often creative, artistic, social people who have dramatic imaginations and a love to create! You are a positive thinker and loved by many people!

Not really a big fan of yellow but still, sun colour=DDD

2011-06-25T16:31:00.000+08:00

I am getting all big headed now, so many things i want to do yet too little time. How i wish i can just stay like this forever. There seems to be a kind of temptation to it, addicted to the consistency. I both want and don't want to be a part of it. Being at home or at school, its all the same. Only thing is at home i seem to be in the box while in school i am on the outside.

I want~~~~

2011-06-14T15:49:00.000+08:00

I want to stand outside in the sun and absorb vitamins.
I want to put a mute device on my sister.
I want to swing myself around endlessly.
I want to swim till i have no strength left.
I want to learn cycling.
I want to ride with the wind and see the world.
I want to wake up at dawn and sleep at noon.
I want the whole day to be 72 hrs and not 24 hrs.
I want to lie on the grass and count how many clouds pass by.
I want to see that smile always and always.
I want to stand tall over everyone and look to the four corners of the world.
I want this holiday to be really fulfilling.
I want.....
This is fun, i should rant more tomorrow kekekekeke

20 random things that crosses my mind today

2011-06-13T16:20:00.000+08:00

1. I like that fact that i spend my day fretting over whether my dishes in Restaurant Story is cooked or not, it makes me feel more real.

2. I actually wanted to grow taller but kept saying otherwise in front of others because there is no point in wanting something that will not happen.

3. I felt silly for starting this list but it seems cool when others do it.

4. Its nice to know my mother remembers me enough to buy lunch for me.

5. I prefer reading chinese books more than english books only because my sister don't like them.

6. My decisions seems to revolve around everyone other than me, but thats ok.

7. For once in my life, i want to sleep the whole day away.

8. Its rather warm for a cold day.

9. I don't want to make my bed in the morning because when i sleep in it at night, it will only be messy again.

10. I have absolutely nothing to do.

11. I have homework but i am closing one eye on it.

12. I want to read people's mind but i don't want to know what they are thinking.

13. I am always self-contradicting but i actually like it that way.

14. If i get to choose between being cool and being a dork, i will choose to be a dork because in this way i will know if people like me for who i am or who i am not.

15. I want to sit at the edge of somewhere crowded and stare at people.

16. I want to be MIA for once.

17. I like to take a long bus ride home when its not peak hour so i can listen to my music alone and not be interrupted.

18. Then again, i want to know whatever is happening around me just so that i won't be an amateur hermit.

19. I don't want school to start.

20. I want to listen to music forever.

2011-06-13T15:27:00.000+08:00

It has been long since i blogged, week one of the holidays officially gone. I can't say if i am happy or sad, its more of how i am going to spend my holidays and what i am gonna do when school reopens. Batam trip coming up, been looking for suitable apparel but reality says otherwise. Never thought i will say this but i am officially broke T_T....I am getting sentimental, thinking of all that, its making me older -.- i should learn to let go, or as one grouser says, one should harden one's heart if one wants to protect oneself. Not all that intentional of course but necessary. Should i be more vicious, it would be more than just a good story. Looking back, being young has its advantages but hotheadedness is not one of them. Reprimanding doesn't really helps, it is already a mistake that can't be undone.

2011-06-02T16:04:00.001+08:00

This is freaking cute=)) <3

Tomorrow!! Can't wait heheeee^^

2011-06-01T12:44:00.000+08:00

Flattery to such extents. Its my honor to be able to be excluded from a particular site. Its indeed my pleasure. I hope i don't get to be stare at for a very very long time. Thank you very much.