Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 10:59 PM with 0 comment(s)
feel so vexed now...
my laptop is full of virus=(
n my crit today was....terrible?
its nt e presentation or the lecturers commenting that make it terrible it was mi
i nearly cried i dunno y
i mean i did tear up abit but nt e bawling my eyes out kinda stuffs
i think its like i have been so stressed out these few days and i sort of snap when they r commenting
i am afraid
i m afraid of making mistakes,of changing them, of wasting time, of changing it but somehow it goes wrong...
i m afraid of onli maths, injections, spiders and ants in the past but now i m afraid of so many things...
i m most afraid of being the borderline cases even though i told myself that i passed up every work so is unlikely to get called up for interview for borderline cases...
but...
i m still afraid
its that kind of fear that stays in your mind all day and make butterflies in your stomach, and make u frustrated and irritated when u thought of it>~<" (my new emoticon hee)
of cos... i m naturally optimistic or maybe my mood changes very fast (see now i m happy =] )
i think by tmr i will be back to that silly giggly old mi
how i love that=))))) <3<3<3