Wednesday, May 19, 2010 @ 10:00 PM with 0 comment(s)
i often have doubts and moment of regret....nw its like constantly having that kinda feeling
doubts about my aim in life, it seems like i m not going anywhere at all, i seem to be drifting at the same spot for i dunno hw long?
n when i see myself in the mirror i hardly recognise myself anymore...
i look like a haggard listless person
where is the old mi
i tink rushing assignments everyday has taken its toil on mi
i feel lik giving up
i dun lik to admit it but i regret taking DID
i shd have gone on to NIE n i could be a teacher nw
y m i wasting my time on something that i can nv excel
i m nt cut out for this kind of work
i will always stay borderline n nv surpressing the current lvl i m at
i will always at middle
but i wanna excel
i wanna do really really well
i tried and tried but i always feel i giv substantial work
=(
maybe i shd chill n go to slp