Seriously, i am not one to go through processes.In secondary school, doing homework is like wham read questions, write answers and done.Now is all this researching crap and thinking process.Thinking is fine, expressing it is a lot of problem.I have problem communicating and conveying what i want to say,so its best just to keep my mouth shut.Trying to imagine myself in every critique.It all ended up badly actually, because i end up saying things i don't want the lecturers to know and keeping all those important information to myself.Its not like stage fright or anything, its more like lack of confidence, i seem to be deeming everything i do a failure, everything is wrong, full of flaws. Even when i talk, i get awkward. Monotonously trying to express myself, i would rather critique, we write a speech, expressing what we want then just pass it up. Which is why i noe i will never be an interior designer because imagine me talking to a client. I know what my problem is but i never seems to be able to overcome it. And on top of that, not being understood. Talk about being involved. Sigh.

Seriously, i am not one to go through processes.In secondary school, doing homework is like wham read questions, write answers and done.Now is all this researching crap and thinking process.Thinking is fine, expressing it is a lot of problem.I have problem communicating and conveying what i want to say,so its best just to keep my mouth shut.Trying to imagine myself in every critique.It all ended up badly actually, because i end up saying things i don't want the lecturers to know and keeping all those important information to myself.Its not like stage fright or anything, its more like lack of confidence, i seem to be deeming everything i do a failure, everything is wrong, full of flaws. Even when i talk, i get awkward. Monotonously trying to express myself, i would rather critique, we write a speech, expressing what we want then just pass it up. Which is why i noe i will never be an interior designer because imagine me talking to a client. I know what my problem is but i never seems to be able to overcome it. And on top of that, not being understood. Talk about being involved. Sigh.

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