I confess, i can't concentrate on typing cos i kept having the feeling that i am producing sub-standard work.This is bad, literally, because i want to score well for my favorite module.I have no idea why i find TOD interesting, i just do, its not the theories, nor the designers.I guess the context of being able to connect to design without having to draw any plans, drawn me to it, and also the possibility of being able to express it in words.And also the fact that the concept can be anything within the capabilities of the alphabets. No more grammar and vocabulary checks either because Microsoft does all those for us. Remembering the days when my grasp of English is like trickling water, i had to painstakingly check every paragraph for any "chim" words or grammatical errors. So technology really made my life better. 
Looking through old friend's blogs. I came to realize how paragraph-liked my life seems to be, people come and go, some stay but there are always changes after one chapter of my life. Though it pains me to admit that i am actually a dull person, i don't randomly keep in contact with people who are MIA for too long, unless its someone i really really want to stay in touch with. Even then, i might not even have the courage to contact that person first, i guess some of these people are also like me, waiting for the other to make the first move. Being a really old-fashion person, i can't be like some people who can stick to each other like jello and play around. I am someone who likes my comfort zone, i just have to know that you are there beside me, i will be reassured. Before i came to poly i really really don't like skin contacts, but i come to find that if i can stand you being in my comfort zone, it means that our friendship is really strong enough to withstand my antisocial-ness.For once i am glad i took design because i become for daring, i dare to speak in front of people i am not really close with and not get awkward, a feat which i find impossible in sec sch. I also have the confident to make new friends, i always wait for people to come and talk to me which results in some calling me "snobbish". Some poeple say i am really friendly now, if they know me in the pass, i am definitely far from friendly. I can even be aloof and weird because i will stare at one person for a long time observing them, which makes many people uncomfortable. I am still pretty awkward sometimes but i try to work around that some ways or the other.I am thankful that i get to meet so many good friends in poly and still get to have old friends willing to stay with me all these while. Looking back i find that i tend to laugh a lot when i have something to hide or when i am nervous. So i am certified crazy most of the time. Which makes me sad because isn't crazy always associated with the asylum mostly? But i don't mind now because i understand people and their languages now, i always find myself a little weird out by people who kept smiling at everything. I mean when you are sad, seriously just cry a river, who really cares. Bottling it up inside and just kept on smiling is not a healthy choice. Though i really hate the fact that i am a crybaby.... 

I confess, i can't concentrate on typing cos i kept having the feeling that i am producing sub-standard work.This is bad, literally, because i want to score well for my favorite module.I have no idea why i find TOD interesting, i just do, its not the theories, nor the designers.I guess the context of being able to connect to design without having to draw any plans, drawn me to it, and also the possibility of being able to express it in words.And also the fact that the concept can be anything within the capabilities of the alphabets. No more grammar and vocabulary checks either because Microsoft does all those for us. Remembering the days when my grasp of English is like trickling water, i had to painstakingly check every paragraph for any "chim" words or grammatical errors. So technology really made my life better. 
Looking through old friend's blogs. I came to realize how paragraph-liked my life seems to be, people come and go, some stay but there are always changes after one chapter of my life. Though it pains me to admit that i am actually a dull person, i don't randomly keep in contact with people who are MIA for too long, unless its someone i really really want to stay in touch with. Even then, i might not even have the courage to contact that person first, i guess some of these people are also like me, waiting for the other to make the first move. Being a really old-fashion person, i can't be like some people who can stick to each other like jello and play around. I am someone who likes my comfort zone, i just have to know that you are there beside me, i will be reassured. Before i came to poly i really really don't like skin contacts, but i come to find that if i can stand you being in my comfort zone, it means that our friendship is really strong enough to withstand my antisocial-ness.For once i am glad i took design because i become for daring, i dare to speak in front of people i am not really close with and not get awkward, a feat which i find impossible in sec sch. I also have the confident to make new friends, i always wait for people to come and talk to me which results in some calling me "snobbish". Some poeple say i am really friendly now, if they know me in the pass, i am definitely far from friendly. I can even be aloof and weird because i will stare at one person for a long time observing them, which makes many people uncomfortable. I am still pretty awkward sometimes but i try to work around that some ways or the other.I am thankful that i get to meet so many good friends in poly and still get to have old friends willing to stay with me all these while. Looking back i find that i tend to laugh a lot when i have something to hide or when i am nervous. So i am certified crazy most of the time. Which makes me sad because isn't crazy always associated with the asylum mostly? But i don't mind now because i understand people and their languages now, i always find myself a little weird out by people who kept smiling at everything. I mean when you are sad, seriously just cry a river, who really cares. Bottling it up inside and just kept on smiling is not a healthy choice. Though i really hate the fact that i am a crybaby.... 

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