Thursday, July 26, 2012 @ 4:50 PM with 0 comment(s)
Very late, but Harry Potter Exhibition was awesome :D (except for the prices of items -.-) Browsing through the net because boss went for meeting. Her name is Serene but i always very nearly call her Sheryn (LOL). Saw images of awesome architecture and interiors and i thought, just because i stop pursuing ID doesn't mean i stop liking design right? Maybe it's a fact that stare right in my face since the start, took me a while to understand, BECAUSE reality kills. Whenever i talk about design, no one (other than my coursemates) seems to understand, and even to my parents -.- my mum ask me why i kept mentioning ID, she thought it meant "identification"......
Oh well, kept receiving emails and calls about job offers because i don't know how to delete monster.com's profile. One is tempting though, a tutor job hmmm... not bad, but they need people to start work soon and i have obligations till september. Plus i have already decided to go back to the candle shop, because its somewhere i am familiar with and best of all, its near n i don't have to wake up so early, the earliest i have to wake up is 8.30 (Y). And i think from what my aunt said, i will be working 3 times a week :D If this is a career i don't really mind, but i have my dreams so i will pursue it as i have only one shot at it, if not i will either take graphic com or psychology ^^
Haiz, the days with nothing to do is seriously boring but the days with ALOT of things to do is even worse! Rushing out petty cash and month end closing -.- i feel like dying, which reminds me, i haven't done my weekly report yet (though no one is asking for it, but i will just do anyway.) Gonna do it after this post hoho. Adult life is definitely not what i expect but it feels better than the internship anyway, because i learn a lot more, even though some days are hellish but it makes up in the experience. One part about growing up is one sort of drift further from friends. Because each is so busy with their own things that we rarely meet up anymore (i am not counting the movie gang LOL) Its kinda sad because we used to be having so much fun everyday. But because it's all about working for money now and not because of studying for diploma, it all becomes dry and dull.... the joy in doing the things you love is gone. That's why i want to pursue my dream and work for my dream instead of money. If i get into NIE (n i will get into NIE) I will be a teacher, if i get into LASALLE, i will become a graphic designer and if i get into SIM, i will become a counseller in a special school. So it's up to me i guess, but decision means dilemma and dilemma to me is a form of anxiety itself -.-
喜欢在回家的路上抬头望着天,其实世界没有想象中的复杂,只要等到对的时机,才有意外收获,也才会真正得到快乐。
无意间看见蓝蓝的天和白白的云,棉花糖那般软软的,像丝绸一捆一捆的。好想就一直这样的自由自在。。。
如果我是老鹰,自由的飞翔
如果我是麻雀,洒脱的展翅高飞
如果我是鹦鹉,不受约束的自我主义
如果我是猫头鹰,每时每刻的我行我素
那该有多好。。。。