Friday, August 24, 2012 @ 11:27 PM with 0 comment(s)
Gonna blog this real fast since i am waiting for my game to load...yep, i am back to games lol, its about the only thing left that's actually exciting. Life is moving at a snail pace basically because i am doing office work. *mental note to self* And my aunt asked me if i confirmed to be back to the candle shop 1st oct, actually, i am not very sure about my choice in going back, but i can't think of any other choices mainly because, i refuse to look for office work, and i prefer retail to tution anyway. I did tutor people but that's just teaching my neighbor's kids. Will that be counted i wonder...i don't think it will count against me that much lol. Oh on a side note, i finally uploaded my transcripts and certificate onto the MOE relief teaching web, hopefully, lets get me teaching~~~ (Y) I will just apply for in case but i sincerely hope i get to experience what teaching is like before entering NIE. Nevertheless, i still will apply for it coming January :D I am that stubborn. Oops and my game started, lol
I am gonna maintain this stubbornness then, current mind state - i am at peace with myself, reasoning with myself to stay positive? lol i actually think i am positive, laughs, i am super pessimistic if you must know. Kind of really depressive but it always works out in the end, if one door is closed on you, another door will open, so no worries =D i believe i will get through life just fine.
Work is getting better mainly because i have someone to spazz on Kpop with \o/ Finally no more "you receive your CPF rewards already?" talk -.- The age gap is really.....i dunno what to say. It's already depressing how i can feel happy for one whole day just from receiving my quotations so i can send in the cheque :/ I need to get my life back, and my fats back judging from how i will be under my aunt's wing, i dunno how many stuffs she is gonna treat me but i am sure she will treat me food -macaroons drools- cos she is my aunt lol, does that make sense? haha anyway, talking about Shinee world 2 concert with Jie Qi ( the new temp taking over me) and i am tempted to go, mainly cos i won't be going to Big Bang's Alive concert :'( I just want to go one concert, oh but SMTOWN coming OTL *my money*
Oh well, i worked so hard so i should treat myself :D And i HAVE to buy a guitar by Oct, a mini guitar specifically, because my short fingers really can't stretch that far to reach the chords :*