Friday, October 12, 2012 @ 6:38 PM with 0 comment(s)
Right... Fridays are my off days (normally) so its suppose to be peaceful.
I guess the sudden impact is a little shocking.
I won't say i am not affected by it but i won't pretend that its a blow because i know what i am doing and am not ashamed to go into details. Whereas some of us likes to think that bringing others down boost themselves so that they move up the hierarchy ladder, well sorry to burst your bubble but i am laughing at you right here.
Go on and make a fool of yourself because it just shows how childish you are and how, even though you are probably well into your forties, behaves like you own the world, like a little kid trying to be king of the sandpit. If you think just because you hold, in your opinion, some god-like profession, you had another thing coming because guess what, there are actually other people with the same profession, and they do it better than you. 
I shouldn't judge so much but i just feel that some unjust should not be buried in memories, and having said my piece i feel all the more better. I can only say if i ever see you again, i am going to act as if i don't know you, i have no memories of your earlier antics and hope that you woke up one day and suddenly find it in your heart to become a better person. There, have fun being all high and mighty and be careful, because when you fall, you don't know how much shit is below. So take care not to fall one day and find yourselves staring at assholes at the top, just as you had been to others taking your shit below.

Alrighty....having got that rubbish off my mind *smiles* i am going to become a better person too. I am going to self-reflect.
I will stop being a slave to my emotions and always letting it get the better of me.
I will stop being a jerk to my sister whenever my mood got the better of me.
I will take notice of the people around me and their feelings.
I will be less of a procrastinator.
I will ALWAYS finish what i started.

That last bit is really important because *staring at the mountain of things i started* i really need to control myself and train my willpower a bit more.
Wow look where that rambling got me to, well going to watch my show, its the last episode, and tomorrow will be a better day. Today is too but there are just some minor glitch as some shit with an accent decided to sa-shay into my field of vision. Begone and ta-ta :D