Books & Me
Sunday, May 5, 2013 @ 10:50 PM with 0 comment(s)
When someone says that they read extensively, it probably meant that they read a lot.
But for me, i prefer to express that i read excessively, which means to say i read rather compulsively almost like a disorder. By this i also mean that i do not read on a fairly regular basis (meaning to say every night before bed or anytime of the day) but i read when i feel the need to read.
And the genres in which i read, depends on the current theme my mind feels like transmitting neurologically to me - which currently my preferred genre is misfortune. I used to feel mildly emotional when i read stories with an unhappy ending, but now i feel downright depressed. But the urge to read these stories of the said genre is like a compulsive disorder where i kept having impulses to read like crazy and screwing up my own psychological well-being. Almost like those impulses i have whenever i finished bathing and my feet is still wet - to make little tip-toe footprints that resembles doggy paw prints. I know it seems insane but judging from the fact that i came from design school, its really no big deal.  
I would also say that i am a compulsively failed writer, compulsive because its once again on impulse, failed because every time i felt like writing, the moment i picked up the pen -whoosh- i couldn't write a word at all. I don't mean my hand can't write at all, but that i couldn't find the right words to describe myself which happens a lot more often nowadays.
Books & Me
Probably if i had a sudden impulse to turn it into an auto-biography, i would pen (in this case type) it here. 
Then again i might not finish the ending, as always.